Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Where Can Man Wax Balls Dc

SSUES money. tentatively was watching how much you earn an elementary teacher and how an engineer - hell, teachers have many advantages because of government. Er, at the same time these things can then be affected (with amendments and so on), but I have faith in the Mexican system corporate-union (?). Engineers have the disadvantage that they are often trusted employees and are at the first.
The point is that "the salary of an engineer, you can shoot more, but the responsibility goes proporcinalmente. I do not like to feel responsible for what you do not know (by this I mean, for me, education is very important too well - but

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Back Pain When Drinking Cold Drink Dark room

I open my eyes to darkness.
I say I can not return.
I close my eyes filled with tears.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Pleghm On New Born Baby *~ Okonomide

Of more I ... Continue being a girl ~


















And there are 19 ... x3! All wrong !!!!!!!!! (?!)

Monday, January 10, 2011

3rd Birthday Invitation Wordings

This entry is just what I said over and over again I'm nervous. TODAY I have to tell my mom basically because I choose to schedule tomorrow, I know I have to do this semester, but knowing that I'll change, and I can choose fewer subjects make me happy. My fears of further
where I am are unable to, follow frustrated, listen every day I'm going to be an engineer when you do not want that, I do not like materials. I think I'm in Eng. for a few reasons.
My fear of going to normal are wrong again, or teach in the primary end I do not like.
For some reason I get over being elementary school teacher who at other levels. Or give me projectgroups are not always so unbearable). Instead here everything gives me more fear rather than more security.



What if I'm better in Eng.? How bad can it be? I mean, I can believe the theory

but ... What else? * Cries in a corner * I have to go to school right now to ask a few things I do not want. I have cold. Is that, ok, let's see. I'm afraid the classroom with children desperate, I'll be an adult, I will take control. I was able to dominate sexist men's groups believe that women are dumb. The challenges are good. Not all groups are bad * fetal position *. B-but
s YES tasks make much difference. Also going to be easier because I will like (yeah yeah).

I know I was in primary 6 years and I know that I saw was like a primary. I can imagine the tin can (see the negative because, if the worst is not terrify me, then nothing will.) But I do not really like it.
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At least I saw that easier is not going to be (I was / made me feel like poop to tell you that I become a teacher being that study ing .). MINIMUM simply come to fear going to have with nerv

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Where Is The Light On Big Nate

I'm a bad person OTL should post "in good times and bad." But is that good always gets tumblr first and fsdjkngfdjkfd, A;) and I started doing this shit lj tags too; __;)

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* ¬ *) X OTL but I suck, I'm afraid it is killing me; _;) if I'm not playing with Edgar / Icha / my sister I am weak (which is logical, my highest level is 9 =__=).

be
teacher; AAAAA;) Why I had to be one of those things undecided about their cs difficult. If you already decided to get out, separately, would be doing this semester only to loose not to stay. Do you understand where I want to go? It's the perfect combo for dropping grades (whether things get hard or not.) I DO NOT WANT THAT, I want out of engineering as if he really pretend to follow all the best you can. And yes, perhaps "all the best" is a 7 or failed because 4th is difficult, or because I had a teacher for those who like to fail. But nobody, not I myself will be able to bring me HEAD THAT SUCH RATING (hypothetical) IS A FAILURE.

best thing would get out NOW, doing something isexcl; all that I like! (And besides I'm good ... not good at languages but YOU DONE so hard that I know English, some Japanese francésy). I'm so smart that if I could get perfect repress engineering, but hold back is NOT easy. Nor do I be a slave to the school, fuck, I have 19 years D8 math if I face the ninth power, even when I was bad in mate could if I withdrew into myself to think only in num numbers and numbers all day. But that is not healthy. I do not know how difficult matching math, I do not know if I can with them. YES I like, but ... not just that. I like physics and mate, but engineering is more than that. Nothing else like me, nothing ... and work as an engineer gives me nausea, makes me imagine myself as a Japanese locked in the office, earning well but without time to her family and what she likes.

I would rather earn a little, leaving work to pick up my children, go home, do something together. Visiting mom, my sister, have girlfriends.

But what if I have an engineer in a star?

Although now that I think ... yes, it could be that has the potential to be the best engineer. But there is another potential I have, and have largely neglectedsince I'm in denial about my school: drawing. Also letters. I do not draw or do stories as before, remember the whole semester as a "dah" and the holiday is all I can recall. I can not even draw or write on holiday because I just want to sleep and not spend the time to go on vacation because I hate that school again.

I do not want; _;) or a semester, not a day more hate. But my mother has already paid the registration how I say no more? "I'm going to have to pay the money? How do I cure worse disappointment? What if mand back a mistake?

I have to think ... engineering when I joined I took courage to face something I already knew I would not like it all. I knew from the beginning, was there not to be an engineer, but to study it and then get a job as a teacher. OSEA in other words I want to be a teacher. I want to go ... since I was in elementary school I loved to teach. But in high school, especially in high school. I recently counseled a few colleagues and I felt more useful than ever.

So because I have the normal fear? On the one hand, because I do not want to leave here, I'm afraid (although talso I have strong negative feelings to stay). On the other hand have always been intolerant of children. Sometimes I take my boxes by their lack of education (not greet, they do not know to thank) and lack of empathy (which discriminate against other children, we say hurtful things to higher .) Although I like to watch aprendern (even people who are "stupid" or slow, I like to teach any kind of person, I feel that I have a magic to see what they are not understanding) . Yes, I'm less afraid to face a group of children that one of teenagers, obviously (and seeing so; For me to be normal or high schools maetra in secus.)

I know that in the past I did not want to be a teacher "NO, because I hate children." But I've changed. He also said he did not want to have children, and now I like to imagine in the future (far away XD) with my adopted children. I've matured, and I'm making it ugly for some children because I want my children to be so, but every time I was fascinated more by the different people in this world (in this respect I would also like to be a psychologist ... but I think a year, being a teacher, would be better than being psychotic & oacutee; loga itself, enrich my teaching experience.)

Not to mention schools and the teaching job I like. In criticizing my teachers, I do because I care about having good profs, I would like them to learn or to leave from teaching if they do not like. I hate to leave any fool because he could not teach in their area and they believe we can learn from a failure who has no idea how to explain it

as good as it should be.

Teaching languages, accounting, history, geography, mathematics, physics, philosophy, English is their sociologíayMLXC What we do ... is to face a group of children, as I said, is better than even the group of technicians (mechanics in this case). The heads are just horrible all (jk). Again, I'd love to be a teacher, but elementary school teacher ... may not be exactly what I want but. _. is better than what I'm doing right now. I wish I could have a sabbatical semester, enter the normal and y-

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Tie To Match Pink Shirt Crying (about adoption)

you, very bad.

not want to fix that error by adopting. I'm just saying that, in contrast to the race, I have really wanted to adopt, and excite me, and I prepare mentally for all the tedium that means.
I have only 19 years! But somehow, through my cousins, my mother, my sister, I experienced something that I think is the great love that mothers have for their children. At least I know my mother loves me very much, and I still do not want anybody like that (as I am not mother), but I hope to love well. Care, fight, suffer, love, give everything. That's what I want. I know I take involves many problems, I know it's a pain

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Normal Creatinine 1.2 * ~ Shogatsu (L )!!!!

~ But this had to do .. oo catharsis


In 2010 I left pretty things, good and bad things taken over ~ and oo. Ugly, ugly, very ugly !!!!!

The bad: "Lost" this year ~ many "friends" ... That in the end never were ~ I took by surprise the things for which I questioned, but in the end everything turned for the better ~ I could say that the cleanup was welcome ~ ... Let old resentments, but others appeared XD So all evil (?!) Although I guess everything is for you to realize that Things are not always rosy ~ I disappointed a lot ... But it was my fault, my expectations were very high and I could not see how esome people actually ran ~ And I'm definitely not made for love XD * Magui scope, I mateeeeeeeeeees! * Another ugly thing it was giving more to the end of 2010 ... My two best friends fought , and Sam had to do a little juggling to balance the xx situation was bad at the time, and I do find it funny that now either, but ... No, I have the certainty that it will to solve: 3 Hmmm ... Something was also wrong about my cousin: / Although now his life no longer at risk and I am more quiet: 3 But if it was a tremendous shock uu The house and the situation with neighbors bajoneo me a lot ... But I could gather enough strength tocontrol myself and find a solution to all this ~ In terms of family feuds ... what is normal ... not the best, but at least it got worse, too: 3 And if there were more bad things ... No strangely I can not remember now XD!

The good: More than bad, safe, 3 I met great people (L) Enter the faculty and I had fun (L) was scared by it would be like this atmosphere, and knew I had to be a little more firm and not trampling bear ... I was afraid, too, the kind of person who would find ... But it turned out that my group was the most freak, bizarre, crazy and cornered the world ~ Thanks to Stef, Ro , Rodrigo and Federico's spend more than good (L )!!!! There was some misunderstanding with another Mr. Vampire, but I pubut thanks to all the stamina to continue drawing and start the course that I love so much (L )!!!!!!!!!!!!! And my cousins beautiful (L )!!!!!! ! Another good thing is that with Sam and we became practically inseparable Maguire (L )~!!!!! And I'm excited about that: 3 But beyond that in the group in general has a lot of fights, we still close together: 3 I could get closer to them and Sam discovered a lot of things I did not know (L) I realized that it is LOT someone more beautiful than she was thinking (L )!!!!!! THE LOVE, BITCHES (L )!!!!!!! Etto ... I met my brother Zapicatin (L) Who won my appreciation x3 instantly! Zapicat Thanks, I love you muchito (L )!!!!! The bank I always all, poor x) ~ hermanin're so kawaii! Hopefully you can always eWe not there at first ... Then, fortunately, we play together in the Facu take ~ And your friends, and my "friends" re angry XD And to chack all ~ Because in the end you will decide for me and I decided for you (L) And it was great to share so much and both Flash (L) So many mates, pajama party, trips to the candy center and the Meleria (L) The laughter, the tears, the anger and the desire XD kill people, the disappointments, the joys, the nonsense, the gaffes, the bizarre and demases (L) Thank you for being present during these months, thanks for having bank both for being with me, by those words of breath whenever I felt that all good things fall apart, for having content in countless occasions,L) Lack little so we meet again ~! I'm happy about that: 3


People Ahmmm ... DA * appended to the LJ, if you read this ~ * thank you very much for the greetings ^ ^ Soon I'll be uploading more pictures and a set of short stories test: 3 What I can say is ... Get ready for Valentine (L )~!!!!!! A year ago I'm working on a doujin based on a fan fic I read and stole my heart ~ Akasjdhkasjdhkjashd is about one of my favorite couples in anime (L), but I can say nothing but I 9w9 ~ After present more fanart of them (L) kjdsfgsdhfg Sorry to most, __, this time I will not translate anything into English ~ so not that cool, if they used the translator will find out of it or notXD But I promise that the stories and everything else if going to be translated, as always ~ * now I'm studying what I study, I have no excuses for translations Safar x3! * So, of course, THANK YOU ALL (L )!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your comments make me very happy to see that you like my drawings and all the support they always give me (L) If I can draw well, in part, is for you: 3 Thank you for following my footsteps and be ever so kawaii> 0 \u0026lt;9 !!!!!!!!!! Have a very good start Anoy my best wishes to all (L )!!!!!!!! * And'll post this in the account
x3 * That's all I o0o ~ My wishes for 2011 is that all are more than happy