I'm a bad person OTL should post "in good times and bad." But is that good always gets tumblr first and fsdjkngfdjkfd, A;) and I started doing this shit lj tags too; __;)
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* ¬ *) X OTL but I suck, I'm afraid it is killing me; _;) if I'm not playing with Edgar / Icha / my sister I am weak (which is logical, my highest level is 9 =__=).
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teacher; AAAAA;) Why I had to be one of those things undecided about their cs difficult. If you already decided to get out, separately, would be doing this semester only to loose not to stay. Do you understand where I want to go? It's the perfect combo for dropping grades (whether things get hard or not.) I DO NOT WANT THAT, I want out of engineering as if he really pretend to follow all the best you can. And yes, perhaps "all the best" is a 7 or failed because 4th is difficult, or because I had a teacher for those who like to fail. But nobody, not I myself will be able to bring me HEAD THAT SUCH RATING (hypothetical) IS A FAILURE.
best thing would get out NOW, doing something isexcl; all that I like! (And besides I'm good ... not good at languages but YOU DONE so hard that I know English, some Japanese francésy). I'm so smart that if I could get perfect repress engineering, but hold back is NOT easy. Nor do I be a slave to the school, fuck, I have 19 years D8 math if I face the ninth power, even when I was bad in mate could if I withdrew into myself to think only in num numbers and numbers all day. But that is not healthy. I do not know how difficult matching math, I do not know if I can with them. YES I like, but ... not just that. I like physics and mate, but engineering is more than that. Nothing else like me, nothing ... and work as an engineer gives me nausea, makes me imagine myself as a Japanese locked in the office, earning well but without time to her family and what she likes.
I would rather earn a little, leaving work to pick up my children, go home, do something together. Visiting mom, my sister, have girlfriends.
But what if I have an engineer in a star?
Although now that I think ... yes, it could be that has the potential to be the best engineer. But there is another potential I have, and have largely neglectedsince I'm in denial about my school: drawing. Also letters. I do not draw or do stories as before, remember the whole semester as a "dah" and the holiday is all I can recall. I can not even draw or write on holiday because I just want to sleep and not spend the time to go on vacation because I hate that school again.
I do not want; _;) or a semester, not a day more hate. But my mother has already paid the registration how I say no more? "I'm going to have to pay the money? How do I cure worse disappointment? What if mand back a mistake?
I have to think ... engineering when I joined I took courage to face something I already knew I would not like it all. I knew from the beginning, was there not to be an engineer, but to study it and then get a job as a teacher. OSEA in other words I want to be a teacher. I want to go ... since I was in elementary school I loved to teach. But in high school, especially in high school. I recently counseled a few colleagues and I felt more useful than ever.
So because I have the normal fear? On the one hand, because I do not want to leave here, I'm afraid (although talso I have strong negative feelings to stay). On the other hand have always been intolerant of children. Sometimes I take my boxes by their lack of education (not greet, they do not know to thank) and lack of empathy (which discriminate against other children, we say hurtful things to higher .) Although I like to watch aprendern (even people who are "stupid" or slow, I like to teach any kind of person, I feel that I have a magic to see what they are not understanding) . Yes, I'm less afraid to face a group of children that one of teenagers, obviously (and seeing so; For me to be normal or high schools maetra in secus.)
I know that in the past I did not want to be a teacher "NO, because I hate children." But I've changed. He also said he did not want to have children, and now I like to imagine in the future (far away XD) with my adopted children. I've matured, and I'm making it ugly for some children because I want my children to be so, but every time I was fascinated more by the different people in this world (in this respect I would also like to be a psychologist ... but I think a year, being a teacher, would be better than being psychotic & oacutee; loga itself, enrich my teaching experience.)
Not to mention schools and the teaching job I like. In criticizing my teachers, I do because I care about having good profs, I would like them to learn or to leave from teaching if they do not like. I hate to leave any fool because he could not teach in their area and they believe we can learn from a failure who has no idea how to explain it
as good as it should be.
Teaching languages, accounting, history, geography, mathematics, physics, philosophy, English is their sociologíayMLXC What we do ... is to face a group of children, as I said, is better than even the group of technicians (mechanics in this case). The heads are just horrible all (jk). Again, I'd love to be a teacher, but elementary school teacher ... may not be exactly what I want but. _. is better than what I'm doing right now. I wish I could have a sabbatical semester, enter the normal and y-
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